I got my results from the doctors:
Looks like although not a completely classic case, I have Polycystic Ovary Syndrome.
Not classic, as my testosterone levels were normal for a female. But LH and FSH were all out of whack - hence not being able to get pregnant.
On the plus side, Im not diabetic, my liver, kidney and cholesterol were all good. The latter reading showed that I was eating healthier and exercising. It too would be high if I was not. My thyroid was a little underactive, but not alarmingly.
Still digesting the news, a lot to take in, a lot of tears. Have started on a medication, and while I thought I could wean myself off my antidepressants - Im just not that strong, so am back on them.
I have a referral to an endocrinologist to assess further. Its the public system so who knows when that will be.
So its a reason I struggle to lose weight - not an excuse. For now Im just trying to take it all in, and it becomes more important for me to try and lose weight as that will help. Although PCOS is not solely caused by being overweight. I also learnt that fat is now known to secrete hormones like oestrogen, and apparently my fat is not mobile (I can see that just by looking in the mirror!).
I would like to say I have the most supportive husband and parents. My husband has been especially amazing. I now realise the true meaning of our wedding vows, and how special they really are.
1 year ago
Cassie,
ReplyDeleteHang in there. I have been diagnosed with PCOS for about 9 and a half years, and trying for a baby just as long. Its a hard thing to digest, even now for me, after all this time. I just took it one day at a time.
And, even though its far and away not the same, my husband and I are going through the process of becoming foster parents, with a hope to adopt one day. So, have some hope...with God, all things are possible :)